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u/s went well

u/s 12/28 went well. All looks great 5 weeks 5 days today. Back next Thurs to hopefully hear the h/b

2nd beta numbers are excellent

2nd beta was excellent. We go in for u/s on 12/28. 5 weeks 2 days today

Shocked

Jackpot DE cycle & eggs

Well for the first time in over 5 years I got a BFP!!!!!! Good strong number. I am so happy, nervous but happy.

For now I just want to enjoy this moment.

Day 10 on a Day 5 transfer

I have had cramps since transfer, and today I really feel like AF is on the way. I pray it's just my emby finding a snug place to find for the next 35 weeks.

Praying everyday

Transfer complete

So it was uneventful, we only ended up transferring one. I hope and pray I don't live to regret that. Dr said though that because this was a donor cycle and she was healthy, the egg could split anyway and we could still have twins.

Beta is 12/21

Here's to hoping and praying it passes quickly.

Don't know if I will POAS those things are evil.

Transfer is tomorrow

Tomorrow is day (5) our transfer is tomorrow. Our 25 are still growing a few are lagging behind so they may not make it, although dr said sometimes they catch up

We have 25 growing and growing

Donor gave us 40 eggs. 10 weren't mature and 5 didn't fertilize so we have 25 growing in our petri dish party.

Wow

Donor gave us 40 eggs

Wow I'm in shock donor gave us 40 eggs. Here to hoping for a excellent fert report. Plus praying for TR on Weds

Donor Triggered Last Night

Ret is set for Fri AM my husband and I both have to be there tmrw 8AM. Me for b/w hubby for embies.

Wow this is all moving so fast.

So excited

Lining check today

I went for my lining check today, 10.6. Yay never been that good before. I'm so excited. Waiting to hear back on E2 level.

We will know more on donor tmrw, she goes in for b/w and scan

Donor heads to NJ tmrw

We are moving right along, almost at our RET stage. I'm so excited and so happy, yet so nervous too. We have been here before and experienced failure (A donor with not good eggs).

One more step closer to our family

Lupron isn't that bad

Today we dropped the Lupron down to 5 units. They headaches seem to be slightly better. Some neck/bone pain is creeping in.

I'm so trying not to think so far ahead.......

This is so hard

Like it or not Lupron here I come......

Yesterday morning we started Lupron. 11/7. Praying that all goes well with side effects. Have a dream yesterday I was in the hospital having a baby ( a girl) hope we aren't to far off.

Making this kind of a journal for him or her.

One day at a time

I think I found her...........

I think we found our donor, just waiting for some baby pics to confirm. She has donated three times before, all with go results. She is inexpensive (wow what does that mean anymore where DE is concerned).

I'm so tired of this road but I keep saying we are here for a reason. Not sure what that is yet. When I know I will let you all know.

If now I think I found her.

Well the wait is over AF arrived today wanted or not. It least I didn't need any drugs to bring her on (if I can find some good news).

We also have been looking at donor profiles. I'm hoping and praying that a conference call on Friday brings us closer to our dreams.

I just want to move quick and get things moving

So tired of waiting

Today is 9/27 the first day of my blog. I will use the blog as my daily journal, not sure if I will journal everyday but I will do my best.

Today is also St. Jude at Chili's Day.......100% proceeds go to the hospital, praying we get closer to a cure.

Today I'm 11 days late for AF (and my pg test was negative at 9 days) My husband and I will be married 5 years 10/29, we have been trying to have a child since almost that day. I have had many surgeries since that date, even knocked on deaths door almost a year ago (more on that in another post).

We are due to start looking for donors as soon as AF shows her face. Or even better yet can we table the entire DE thing for a while.

Can we bask for a short while in a miracle granted for us. Will another pregnancy test show positive results?

Dear God I Pray because the truth is...

I'm tired of waiting